Today was Memorial Day.  I tried to use the day as a reflection of all the service people that gave the ultimate sacrifice for me and the Country.  It made me also reflect on how really little I have given up for others – its shameful really.  I also reflected on God.  Not so much his sacrifice but how he must tire of listening to me whine all the time…. God help me with this, Lord why didn’t that happen, Father will I languish this way………   When God returns will he find faithfulness on the earth.  I dunno, but I don’t want to be part of the problem.  Lord help my belief, help my unbelief. Anyway I can’t thank those that gave so much – but thank you all.  Maybe in Heaven huh?